Posts Tagged ‘barren’
Ovulation Day (Theoretically…)
Written by Arpee on August 21, 2008 – 10:01 am -Well, good morning, ICLW ladies!
Today is my theoretical ovulation day. Well, I am not ovulating - BBT is steady and CM is is not egg-whitey. I was just hoping that maybe while we are on a break, my body would somehow work “normally” and we would miraculously conceive naturally. There’s no price for dreaming, right?
Anyway, welcome to my blog! This is my second time to be with you all. Make yourselves comfortable and roam around.
Meanwhile, I wanted to write something witty or to show something funny for you gals today. (You who have been reading my blog know I neither witty nor funny, so that would be a stretch!) Anyway, I settled to post this inspiring video for all of us:
A lot of us have been disappointed a couple of times already - some more times than the others, but deeply disappointed nevertheless. I know, I have. And at times, I don’t want to feel the disappointment and pain that I steel myself to numbness. But my God is merciful, gracious, kind and loving and despite my stiff-neck, independence and stubbornness, He welcomes me with open arms and comforts me to peace.
Sometimes, I do feel hopeless. I am reminded though that my God is the creator of heaven and earth and to him nothing is impossible. So for as long as I am alive in this earth, I have hope for a child of my own. That’s what keeps me going in this journey to fertility.
The key thing that encouraged me was what God showed the husband:
“Keep focused on me and just as Peter walked on the water, you’d be able to go over your circumstance. Look at me and I will get you through the storm.”
May this be my prayer - eyes on the Lord and He will take care of me!
Another thing I liked was the verse that the wife mentioned: Psalm 113:9 -
“He settles the barren woman in her home as a happy mother of children.”
We all know the statistics - not all of us are going to be a mother of our own flesh and blood. Yet, I continue to hope that this promise be given to my home. Though not as I will, but as God wills.
How about you? Are you losing hope? What keeps you going?
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